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Two Years On, Exploring My Thoughts On Those Who Met My Baby. 

This is something I wrote a year ago, on Bear's anniversary. I didn't know whether I'd ever publish it but needed that mental release of writing it down. It's now become quite important to me to hit publish. I sometimes feel like the feelings I have; the way other people's actions make me feel, are… Continue reading Two Years On, Exploring My Thoughts On Those Who Met My Baby. 

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7 Weeks With Baby #3; Initial Thoughts & Feelings!

This is something I wrote a little while ago with the intention on publishing further down the line. As we announced recently on the Facebook page, this summer we are expecting our third child, another rainbow brightening our lives after the death of their big sister. I wrote this when I was seven weeks pregnant.… Continue reading 7 Weeks With Baby #3; Initial Thoughts & Feelings!

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Bear’s 2nd Birthday Celebrations & Reflections 2 Years On

It's already been a month since Bear turned two, and since the second anniversary of her death. It's such a mixture of feelings. My heart can't quite decide if it's completely broken or bursting with love; I'm a funny little bundle of both.  There's been so much anxiety in the build up to her birthday.… Continue reading Bear’s 2nd Birthday Celebrations & Reflections 2 Years On

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Our Breastfeeding Journey – Pumping, Pumping, Pumping.

Our not so little rainbow baby is six months old already! She is a very tall girl, off the top of the charts and quite a chunk for a thirty seven weeker. This wasn't always the case! Bunny was tiny in length when she was born and suddenly shot up at about six weeks old. She… Continue reading Our Breastfeeding Journey – Pumping, Pumping, Pumping.

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The Realities of Pregnancy After Loss

The biggest thing I've had to get used to in this pregnancy is, actually, akin to what I'd be going through in a more 'conventional' life. The idea that my tiny baby, my little girl, is going to be a big sister; the transition from going from a mama of one baby, the most wonderful… Continue reading The Realities of Pregnancy After Loss